Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in bigkassel's LiveJournal:

Friday, April 29th, 2005
12:58 pm	update Been like .....months. So what's new. Classes are finally over. I got a new jeep, its badass. Coming back to ATL next week probably, can't wait. Really, I've just been thinking of how everyone back home is just finishing high school, and i just finished a year of college. Just feels weird, so i need to see everybody, zach ami, joey, rye, noelle, laura, the crew when i get back so you better find me. What else, ohhhh ami put this in her profile and though it upset me that her best memories weren't from this year but last year, I'd say it still summed up what most would have called my senior year. (AMI)My fav memories from last year : 1. Zach drinking 1/2 of his water bottle like a smart ass & realizing i had dumped a whole thing of salt in it at pizza hut 2. As much as we hated it, noelle, laura, and i having to watch the guys look at (more like drool over) the Sports Ills. swimsuit calendar EVERY morning 3. The look on Laura's face when she got her prom queen crown & then realized she had to dance with James Meadows!! 4. Maggianos, Prom, & Cosmic Bowling afterwards 5. Lunch everyday & messin with the Russian food guys 6. My 16th Birthday!!! 7. Everyone writin on Zach's locker n him getting in trouble for it with Olsen & having to clean EVERY locker during lunch 8. Joe = arrested!! Need I say anymore? 9. Mr. B and Davvy 10. Calf. Pizza Kitchen the last day of school! Current Mood: relieved (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 6th, 2005
7:33 pm	update been a freakin long time......so Home for break, which i guess is pretty cool. Beckett's coming up tonight and we'll be here till Wed. then back to Florida. Tried to see Leilah but that didn't work out per usual, but we talked and I guess her parents are really against me and Math/Science so who knows what that's about. Probably ginna see Zach tomorrow sometime and get some errands done. Val's way cute, she txts me the funniest stuff. Too bad Diego didn't come w/ us though. Probably ginna quit my job at Fossil and do package handeling for UPS, pays pretty well. Dani and I are cool right now, but just cool, I really feel like I'm wasting her and my time but she's fine w/ that for now. Parents are fine, new cat is awesome. Sibs are fine i guess. Call me if you wanna do something in ATL this week. Peace Current Mood: disappointed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 17th, 2005
11:37 pm	wow So last night, 3 a.m. Leilah calls me. Long story short in my barely awake state i told her i loved her and well, not even sure if she ignored it or didn't hear it. Anyways. Had everyone over for dinner tonight, was quite fun. I'm coming home at the end of the month, can't wait. Zach had some funny stories that can't be repeated. Hope everyone's great. Peace Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
11:39 pm	update......almost christmas time...not that i overly care Hmm....work's going well, not too hard. We did really well today (Fossil if you didn't know). I put a new head unit in my car, wired it up was a bundle of fun! Talked to Mielcarski, it had been quite a while, he sounds great, nothing overly new there. Diego gave me the Postal Service album and poster for Christmas. Beckett might come down for a couple days after new years. Had an amazingly odd dream about Leilah, and i haven't been having dreams that much lately so it says something, but we were arguing about what her dad thinks about me....so that probably sparked it. Working tomorrow (friday) cuz my manager had to leave because of a death in her family, but i get time and a half so it's not all bad. Havent heard from many of you guys up in ATL so you better write back. Call me, i'm lonely. J/k peace Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 9th, 2004
10:36 am	Schools Out....... Finished classes on Tuesday so I'm done with school until Jan 4th. I moved rooms, was just bored with my roomates, etc etc. Got what is literally the best room in the building. Third floor corner with two windows. My parents come in tonight to go to my bro's graduation tomorrow morning. Who'd have thought he'd actually graduate, and get a job too. Pretty much working at Fossil for the next month. That's it and that's all. Peace Current Mood: refreshed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
2:34 pm	I was this bored in art class! You Are the Reformer 1 You're a responsible person - with a clear sense of right and wrong. High standards are important to you, and you do everything to meet them. You are your own worst critic, feeling ashamed if you're not perfect. You have the highest integrity, and people expect you to be fair. What number are you? (Comment on this)
2:12 pm	today in my world Well i'm sitting through the last art appreciation class of my life! Yay. Anyways, I have one final tomorrow, Law and Economics. I'm working tonight, on call to work tomorrow night. No plans for the weekend, probably helping my dad's friend up at the house here. Everybody in my class is threatening to leave next year, which sux cuz all my friends will be gone! Still looking for that "girl" out there. Lol. But read this, it's exactly how I felt all through high school. http://www.dailycollegian.com/vnews/display.v/ART/2003/11/21/3fbd76353e7dd My brother has graduation a week from Saturday, he should graduate too surprisingly. Can't wait for the semester to be over. Hmm. Let's see. Really nothing else new in my life. Need to get some errands done once school's over, and I'm working like 25 hours a week for the next four weeks. The manager and my friend who's a third key holder at Fossil are both planning to leave, so I could quite possibly become a manager within the next three weeks. That'd be quite funny. Umm. I'm assuming Leilah isn't talking to me for a while, which is fine because apparently we have nothing to give or gain from each other, or at least that's probably what she believes. Anywho. Peace Current Mood: pensive (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 28th, 2004
9:44 pm	Update....and the like So tomorrow I'm getting up at 5 a in the is M. Shit. Anyways, it'll be nice to be back in florida. Cold as a mother up here, like 45 degrees, gimme a break. I met this pretty awesome girl online (long story and noone dare lecture me about meeting people online, it was an FAU LJ, and I was feeling daring). Anyways, name is Samara, and just an amazing person to talk to....etc. Didn't get to see zach this weekend, not sure what his deal was. He was rather uncommunicative, but I wasn't that offended, lol. Got to see the whole fam., wrote a paper for philosphy (i'm becoming a raging liberal, what a feeling). This is going to be the week from hell, but it's worth it. Monday I'll get home (Jupiter) like noonish, then i have class from 2-5. Tuesday, same thing i guess, but i have to get that damn project for global econ done. And i have to drive up to the house at 4. I'm working wednesday and thursday nights, which is ok i suppose. I have my first out of two finals on friday (law and econ) who the hell knows what their grade is in there. And then there's Leilah. In the book of neverending Leilah insults, towards me of course, she pulled a classic one tonight. So last night I asked the infamous L if she could do something with me today (sunday) since she was gone all week up to now, and I wasn't leaving until monday. She gives me some bs like "ohh i can't, i have a ton of physics homework, and i have to clean my room" and then i quote "it would just be impossible sorry." Then i get online tonight and low and behold she has a freakin away message up. "guys i'm getting ready to go out with maggie, be back later." or the sort. So i write her an im "see this is the shit that pisses me off, you say one thing then do the other." So.... about an hour later i get an im sent to my phone "i'm going out with maggie, a friend who's a cutter and she's real depressed and she needed to get out" Well shit! What the hell can someone say to that, its like the perfect excuse. I mean, I probably can't say "well leilah you really shouldn't be friends with suicidal people" LoL but whatever, its just more of the same old shit that she loves to bring down on me. And why do i take it you ask? Who knows, it must feel good to feel like an idiot and a completely disregarded person by one of the people you care most about. Damn, so i feel like a pouty little girl, and now i know why LJ is so popular you can feel like a little girl and cry and cry and its cool its entertainment for the rest of the poor souls in the LJ world well c'est tout pour ce soir et au'revoir. Current Mood: refreshed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
10:19 am	Newness LJ seems like a somewhat unnatural place to express opinions. But still a good way to keep in touch i suppose. Well Im up in ATL until Monday morning, probably seeing Zach today. Liann wanted to do something w/ me, but we'll see. Not much else goin on, college is fine, fun but a little boring. I'll have 64 credits at the end of this year so i guess like always i have to start thinking about what's next. Girls are slim to none at school, but there's a couple that are decent. Most of them have some sort of baggage however. Got stuck in the mud out in Forsyth county yesterday, long story but some guys drove by and pulled me out. Didn't quite realize how much freakin rain you got here. Anyways, I have a week of school left and then I'm working all of Christmas break at Fossil, easiest job ever. Anyways, hope some people read this shiatt. Current Mood: bored (2 Comments |Comment on this)